So that happened.
I don't really know what to say about the US election result. I mean I used to follow American politics as entertainment, mostly because I don't care much for sports and local politics is pretty much just about seeing by how much of a margin the ruling party will win by. I don't think I realized how much I cared about this result until it happened. I have not felt OK since the results came out yesterday. I know it makes no sense, because I'm not American and I don't even live close but I feel like something was taken away from me. That's the best way I can describe it but I'm not sure I can explain it yet. I don't think any election has effected me this way for as long as I can remember.
Maybe it's not so much that Trump won, I think this election was more than that. I feel like this election was a referendum on what kind of a country America is and what kind of people her citizens are.
Does the truth matter?
Do facts and evidence count for anything anymore?
Is it wrong to be cruel, to be a bully?
Can we believe women?
Can we believe in women?
Is sexual assault a big deal?
Should people at least try to not be awful to one another?
And the answer was just a resounding NO across the board*. This was a referendum on decency and decency lost. I didn't think it would hit me this hard but it makes me really sad. Maybe I shouldn't have but I expected America to be better than that. Maybe that was my mistake. And I get that it was only half the country but half is WAY TOO MUCH for that to be OK. I love America so much. I love the country, I love the people. The friends I have there are some of the best people I know and when I think of America it is with fondness. Always. But now I have a sad hollow feeling I can't seem to shake.
Best I can describe this feeling? This election was like finding out your favourite teacher is a pedophile.
*And that doesn't even touch on all the uncomfortable things it implies about race relations, LGBTQ rights, 1st amendment rights, etc. But I leave that to more competent bloggers with smarter things to say.